Everyone has that project that is special to their heart. For some, it is an ongoing painting or novel writing. In my case, it is this blog.
I consider this website as my home where I am comfortable sharing my thoughts and experimenting with creative activities.
But in the past few months, the space was abandoned. I was nowhere to be found. It was eerily quiet with no one writing about her latest exploits. I got tired. Unmotivated. Drained.
Who would notice anyway? No one sees. No one visits. No one appreciates it.
It remained this way in the past months. I go on with my everyday routine – working in the office, spending my time with my family, and trying my best to stay alive. But the site is at the back of my mind. I consider updating it. I miss filling the pages with my thoughts and tales from my life. I imagine writing on it again.
Yet it remained untouched.
I thought I would never open it again. It’s been 2 months. But in one of my random brain dump sessions, I had a Eureka moment. I collected more ideas and started working. I did not stop. I used that spark to fuel a fire that will help me start, continue, and finish this project.
I’d come to many places. I went on a lot of adventures. I spent time on other endeavors. I’d come so far but I know my feet will take me to where my heart says.
I am back.
I am home.